Everything is going down, i swear. It's been a love-hate relationship eversince we started and somehow it makes us feel that when we are "just friends" it was a more calm relationship between us. Now? Everything seems to affect us, okay majority is affecting me. Wtf? Yes, i'm a problematic clingy indecisive girl that have a effing bad moodswing. But if one day you leave i know why anyways. Geez, and now to think of it we are really from "different world" Like i'm...not the type for you. Not thin, not pretty, not tall, not ladylike, well i'm just not "perfect" for you. I'm all of the opposite you ever wanted. I'm just like an extra barrier. One day you might give up on me for a better one. Since assuming stuff and thinking too much is like an everyday thing for me. I'm mentally exhausted and physically prepared if anything happen in the near "future"
*I hate it when i typed a long ass thing but deleted it and type it in a shorter simple way. *
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